time is up ,
goodbye is all i have,
it's the most powerful expression of my hope and faith,
I am giving up on the controls,
like letting the ship steer itself into the storms,
repeated in parts..letting go wasn't easy,
the hand that was held , is empty and so am i...
but off i go , drifting into the roaring waves,
devouring me,
scraping out the marks left,
the imprints,
the dreams of moonlit nights,
walks in the mist,
enclosed in these bubbles are the fears and defeats..
be where ever you have to be,
the moments have come and gone,
I lived them,
the sun is melting,
the orange sky is biding farewell,
goodbye is all i have now...
each year i come back to where i had been earlier,
wasn't i ever meant to be somewhere?
where did my destiny go?
the whole of which i was meant to be a part of..
All i see is my reflection in a hall of mirrors
i see them fade away
the dreams , into a watercolored sky and leafless winters,
the mechanism is hard to explain ,
i am gettin what i have wanted...
then what is this waiting about,
as if hoping for something to shape up,
a tangible reality is feeble ,
my surreal existence is making no attempt to confront itself
reducing it to insignificance,
rediculing life,
running up, against the walls of a caged delusion,
i am lackadaisical,
content to let the moments come and go,
my faults are common ones,
but cant be forgiven,
because i cant blame others.. when i decieve myself,
the silent rage of unspoken words .
i am an answer to what i've subjected my soul to.
take me, where we can sit a while
in silence
not thinking
not planning
bring back the twinkle in your eyes
wipe away the horrible darkness
lets get swept away
wrinkle up your nose and give me that smile
shrug the shoulders like you do
pour in some life
lean back , fold your arms and look through me
like you do
go on , crack silly jokes
i'll pretend to laugh
like i do
do whatever sets you free
even if it means that we have to let go
doesn't bother , if that is what it takes
am eager to bring the change
like i do
walk ahead ,just don't stop
even if it means walking alone
don't stand still
like i do
make me do, whatever it takes to make it better
i'll do it
like i always do
rise above yourself
for i place you higher than the rest
bring me a hope
the pulse
the rythm to wich my heart beats
the hope that it'd be ok
not just now
and not just tomorrow
tell me "so shall this pass too"
like you do
you can fake it , if you want to
but you know that i'll know
like i do
don't turn your back, face it
like you do
and the life will bring to you what you seek
i dont want to dream ,the ugliness is creeping into the veins..
don't ask me to stay...
i am drifting away..
away from myself..
the distorted reflections through a broken window..
the dew drops slide down the cold window glass...
I stand still and watch the sky move...
life goes on..
dead inside..
step by step...soul is ripped..the hollow body is dragged along..
losing the sense of space and time..
let it be..
let it be now..
just let it be as it is..
i want to stand where i am..
make no promises..
make no wishes..
let it be..
let it be..
